August 10.1998.

Waiting to listen to you think

anticipating the sound of a whole movie theater silenced by my heartbeat

what role did I miss to play

what live did I say

to make it all fit for us?

like grooves slipping over each other, sliding into place

Christmas misplaced on my ceiling fan

legs folded over my chair lacking their summer tan

I misplaced summer this year.

I like watching you being bored through E.T.

Should I stop and think........ ?.

does anyone ever

when they should pay attention

ever pay?

Summer just ran out the door

fuck this shit. . . . . . ..... .

Magdalena Gudzowska